Alchemy of Poker

Dear Alchemists, I am happy to inform you that I am slowly getting better. Both physically and mentally. My optimism and my family have helped me out of the worst of it and I believe that it would get better every day. Sometimes you have to heal yourself first to help others. The sad thing is that often one's own hardships come about because one wanted to help others. Especially when it is hard to admit to yourself that it is not possible to help everyone all the time, as much as you would like to. Poker technically, I have to refocus first. I had a lot of concentration problems the last few weeks and had a hard time getting myself to play at all. The sessions I played were rather modest, so I have to repeat a lot of things. I think that this process will be finished soon, because I already took some small breaks during the poker sessions. The planning phase for the next videos for you I have also completed. I will record the next videos for you in the next week. As soon as I have

Dear Alchemists, unfortunately I have no positive news for you this week. Disappointingly, I was not able to play poker or produce videos for you in the last two weeks. But I'll make up for it in the next week and will record several videos for my beginner MTT course. On the personal side, I'm finally getting fit again and will be able to start jogging again soon after this long time. I am really looking forward to it. Furthermore, my personal differences unfortunately ended badly, so I decided to separate from my wife. Sometimes you fight and do everything in your power to make it work, however, it always takes two there. No relationship is perfect or even close to it, but if you don't want to work on it anymore, there isn't much hope either. I am someone who very, very much does not like to give up, which is why I gave everything I had until the end. The thought of maybe finding someone in the future who appreciates me and my character doesn't make it any less dif